Tuesday, 5 June 2007 @ 6/05/2007 09:55:00 pm
i don't understand us human beings , okay , if i don't say it in general , i don't even understand MYSELF .
i totally agree to xintong's post , why do we keep secrets ? why do I keep secrets ?
we are afraid others to know the facts . why ? why ?
we have to face
reality , but why can't we ? what's so hard about that ?
i can't even answer my own question . it is just HARD to face REALITY and i can't .
secrets are just letting us hide from the outside world , TEMPORARILY .
the secret would be found out sooner or later , and we can't stop it .
talking about reality , is there such a thing as fate ? is things we do alrd predestined ?
i don't understand the outer world , neither do i understand the inner world .
i need somebody i can trust to pour out my troubles , even my secrets .
i know you can think it is easy for me to say then do .
firstly , it isn't easy for me to find someone i can trust and someone that lend me their shoulder to lean on .
secondly , it isn't easy for me to pour out my SECRETS .
sigh , but i have to . that is the OUTSIDE world , yeah .
but there is another thing i have to care about , the INNER world , which is my feelings and my emotions . and my MOOD SWINGS .
okay , i have to stop here before ... i turn into a NUT like kirsty ...
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